Restraining Order
Selected Poem from What Remains (Turkey Buzzard Press, 2016).
I am watching the freckles
on the back of my fingers
multiply and divide like
lovers under the lens. The
speaker at my podium
says: He's my pimp. Tore
a branch from a tree. Beat
me. The branch broke.
I am lifting the law books
down, a browning obsolete
boulder older than I am,
the weight of a witness
of losses. The letters of the
law chew on my fingernails,
and now she is saying:
Choked me . . . can't
remember the rest.
I am skin closed in
this chair in this black cloth
swallowing more water these days
staying tempered, staying cool,
a surgeon dusting her hands
for powder burns, and suddenly
I look at her, wide-eyed, broken:
He shouted he'd
kill me. I don't know if he will.
I am blotting the battered bench
with a clawed Kleenex, aligning my
pencils just so. She says justice. She says
justice. She says: He dragged me by my hair.
My head broke the mirror.
Do you need to see the pictures?
First Place, The Colorado Lawyer Poetry Contest, 2006.
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